Mahak is awesome. She totally made me realize that almost all of my favorite songs are like poems and I only listen to them for that reason.  Since I was young, poetry always played a major role in my life.  As soon as i learned how to formulate stories, etc, I started writing poems.  They never were really good and I still write them.  Once in awhile I'll write a winner, but I don't like sharing the deep stuff with others because they all seem to be in like this secret code.  I understand them and know what they are about, but their meanings are usually way to hard for others to grasp.

I never was really a big fan of Sarah McLachlan until a few years ago.  It was a difficulty time of my life because so many people I cared about were dying.  My uncle was the first to go and understand that I have a close nit Italian family.  At the wake, my cousin Laura, who has a beautiful voice, sang a song by Sarah McLachlan called  ANGEL.

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

This song still makes me cry everytime I hear it.  

Mike came home today!  YaY!  I missed him soooooo much.  He came over and we just relaxed and talked all afternoon.  It was great.  I'm glad he had a good time though.

I cant believe this weather! yesterday and today it was in the 70's and 2morrow its going to be 88 degrees!  Its crazy!  Of course the weather gets this nice when we have to go back to school. ARGHHHHHH!!!!!

At least the cotillion is coming soon and my sweet 16.  Ok well i gtg.  <Dell>

Hello.  Ok so i didnt write about day two or day three basically just because i didn't feel like it.  They were ok.  I've talked to Mike a lot on the phone and I've been keeping myself pretty busy.  I still miss him though....

Today im supposed to chill with all my buddies from gym last year.  Hanna, Max, Alex, and Jina.

Ok well im gunna go. BYE.